I know, I know! It's been a while. I don't know if anyone really reads this or not, so it may not matter.
I met someone at the end of 2008. I tried very hard not to get attached. I tried very hard not to care. I tried very hard not to feel anything...just keep it as a physical attraction.
But, I got attached, I cared, and I started to feel something.
Now, he is leaving...and I didn't think it would hurt.
But it does.